I stopped tryin' to deal with myself. With my problems. With my fucking head. I stopped trying to be normal. I just gave up and let my fucking duality do whatever the fuck it wanted, and I was there along for the ride, because I didn't wanna fucking deal with it anymore.
That's why I stooped talking to ya. And when I did, I was just a- a- [He laughs, mirthlessly.] -a prick. 'Cause before, I was trying to keep it up, and fight it, and be a fucking decent troll being. 'Cause people were worth it, you were worth it. Your fucking friendship was worth it.
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I stopped tryin' to deal with myself. With my problems. With my fucking head. I stopped trying to be normal. I just gave up and let my fucking duality do whatever the fuck it wanted, and I was there along for the ride, because I didn't wanna fucking deal with it anymore.
That's why I stooped talking to ya. And when I did, I was just a- a- [He laughs, mirthlessly.] -a prick. 'Cause before, I was trying to keep it up, and fight it, and be a fucking decent troll being. 'Cause people were worth it, you were worth it. Your fucking friendship was worth it.
And then, somewhere along the line... it wasn't.